Change4Better

"Its been six days since big bro left for campus . Of course the house
is quiet …no strumming of guitar ….no annoying PC games with its
audio switched on loudly ….no messy kitchen after he is done with his
cooking ……..

However I still do miss him ….esp. when it
comes to pick up his brother and sister from school , helping me with
the shopping ….and of course driving me to some places where I need
to go …yes…he is my chauffeur .

How he has grown .Taller
than me and bigger in size . I am his " queen " , a term he used to
please or irritate me further when I want or nag him to do something .
A queen indeed ….that makes him a prince and his father the king .

Of
course there are days when he bullies his brother and sister and I get
complaints from them .There are times the three of them are
incommunicable and uncivilised towards each other ; and times when the
house is on the verge of becoming a war zone area . In times like this
there is pressure and tension within me …that’s when I feel like
leaving home .I think this is God’s way of getting even with me for the
heartache I gave my parents a long time ago .

At times big bro
can be an angel and at times he can be a devil in disguise . At times
he is just like a little boy and at times he can conduct serious
conversation with me . At times he irritates me and at times he is
sweet .

Despite all these , he is still my son and I love him ."

Took this from my mom’s blog. THank you mom love you~!

    Well, its been 2 days since the start of the new semester. This semester im taking 4 subjects. 3 of them are nice to me and 1 is pure evil id say.. EVIL~! yeah its pretty strange to say that. But seriously i hate math~! then again im taking math this semester and dare i say i forgot like 70% of what i learned in school? HAHA!~! Oh well    aint that hard to relearn it. But math = evil. Wargh..  now back to reality, them lecturers are somewhat okay i guess. I got Yogan for math (Seriously i dont know how he teach), Miss Nun for datastruct, Miss Julie For Object Oriented Prog (The best lec ive known, besides the others), and last but not least Mr suhaimi’s wife Mdm Mardiah who teaches me Database. 2 Programming 1 Database and 1 math… yea i think i can i think i can *tuut tuut*.

Yesterday though ive just cut my hair. I had to cut it since it was freaking hot in melaka *Even though it  rains* its still hot~!. So off i went to the barber shop located at Taman kerjasama near my apartment. At first i just wanted to trim the back and them sideburns, Then again after he said *Do u want slope or normal?* I just said slope, a change of hair style can be good i guess. While he was cutting my hair i noticed that i can alter it to pete’s *fall out boy’s bassist* hair style. Damn it i should have said stop lol and it looked good really. But i didnt coz i was wondering how i might look with a slope thingy cut lolz.  By the end of tha day i realized i got my skema look back. Oh yeah score 1 for them nerds! *Suicides*..

Hahah i found out why i always get blamed for everything lol. Well its not really the truth but i think it suits me well.

U: gets blamed for everything
Z: Lives life for fun
A: Gorgeous
I: Loves to kiss
R: great girlfriend/boyfriend

I: Loves to kiss
B: Loves people
R: great girlfriend/boyfriend
A: Gorgeous
I: Loves to kiss
M: makes dating fun

L: REALLY easy to fall in love with
U: gets blamed for everything

The rest are in the bulletin i posted lol. Kinda funny to see i get 2 *gets blamed for everything* . Loves to kiss eh? hahah anyone wanna try?? Well i guess thats all for now.. Going to play cs and own everyone mahuahaah~!

*Peace*
~chiowz

Well, ive re-opened my blog. The very place where i can keep track of the stuff’s that i did. It reeks evil!! Haha oh well hope that this blogermabob can help me improve on being a better person along my silly little adventures. 

At the moment im currently in my last week of my semester break. Hey it aint much but 3 weeks is good enough. I mean if i was still staying in my beloved Bintulu i would have to say that this vacation sux~! I mean 3 weeks?! Come on! To sum it up, im currently staying in SG. Petani Kedah. My father got transfered here.

Over the weeks i was shocked to say ive lost 6 kilos. A big shocker to me. Then it came to me that all that starving in the final weeks of my last semester paid the job lol. Well if your thinking that im going on a diet that time your wrong. Heck i didnt have money to eat !~! Well its my own blunder i was fooling around for 2 years and now i have 1 year *And i mean it* just 1 year to repent on what i did. Time to move on i guess. While staying here it smacked me in the face. This is the chance to regain my old self. Back to my old body and old hobby,  Im 174cm more or less and currently at 84Kg. Some would say fat some would say so so. So now im going to keep on going until i reach my goal which is 70kg. Twas thinking about pumping irons though i wont be able to afford them expensive equipments, so atm im currently thinking how to pump irons without joining the stupid flex club at my campus. LoL Its not that i hate them but its too crowded.

Next on the agenda is playing bball again. My body is so rusty that i think it needs a complete overhaul. So im thinking to start playing my beloved sport that is basketball at mmu. Though i wont join the clubs. This is just for fun, and i need to get some new shoes! Well not bball 1 year old converse bball shoes, these new shoes are just for fun i guess. For me to move around town if i got the money. These are 2 courts at my campus, ill just use the one where there are less people. Well frankly i can see why there are so few playing there. Its sooo far from the centre of the campus where the 2nd court is just behing the student hostel. Though less = better, no one disturbing i guess haha i hope *sigh*.

I guess this is it. Tomorrow is friday and i need to find a way to get them new shoes before saturday. My flight is on saturday, *bangs head* damn it i should have done it earlier hahaha.. Oh yeah im quite proud of my latest archivements. Got A- for my program design and Just a measly B for ecom. Now i wanna get more on this coming semester.

*SIgning out*

Peace~~